hostility palace

Do you know the feeling?
When you always run and never stop
Despite you cry
Or cannot speak again

Do you know the feeling?
When you cannot feel the pain again
Despite all of body bloody
And cannot move again

Always run and run
To face the world
Until never conscious
That i am naked

Run by bloody naked
Cry by bloody tears

The huge hostility palace
Build the invulnerable pain

Hurt without blood
Scream without voice
Live without soul

The simple thing i can't do

When see you bring your shopping stuff
I say,
"In the last time, i could bring it too, same with you"

When see you eat he delicious food
I say,
"In the last time, i could eat it too, same with you"

When see you wear the quality stuff
I  say,
"In the last time, i could wear it too, same with you"

When see you smile and laugh honestly
I say,
"In the last time or now, i can't do that"